Chemo Cycle 4

Oh! Cycle 4. Dude I am so over you.

Cycle 4 was a SHIT SHOW! I'm not even kidding. I'm sitting here on JULY 25th, just days before cycle 11 Taxol. Why? Because I wasn't going to write this at all. Cycle 4 hit me like a freight train and then the SunRail and then a fleet of dump trucks. I felt like utter shit and didn't think anyone wanted to hear about it. But then I was reminded by a lady that some people do want to know, she did want to read about it and I was doing this for myself.


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7/25/17 10:08 AM

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